if you own who you are, nobody can hold you against you.

dont love a women just too love her assets

nobody to blame but yourself

i chose social life over career... thought i could have it all and i did for a while. now im losing everything. i have nobody to blame but myself and my stupid sub-conscious decisions. i need change, badly and desperately. i dont know what i want anymore, i 'was' so certain. i need motivation, that i have none anymore. I've fallen into a dark depression and have no choice to get out of it. honesty, hard work, dedication and commitment. none of which i posses but desperately need. its a turning point in my life, make or break. i choose make. im doing it. training, school, all of it. goodbye social life and hello success. i need to sacrifice in order to succeed.

you.

i love you with everything in my heart. i trusted you. i believed you, maybe still do. i cared for you, that im sure i still do. and you broke me. in too a thousand pieces. but, i love you. always have and always will. i wish it werent that way but cant say i have much choice.